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A BLANKET, TEA AND NO FEAR
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE HERE
I TOO CAN TRY, BUT CAN'T HELP BUT BE BLOWN AWAY
THE PALMERAIE WRITHES WITH THE WINDS OVER TELUOET
THE ATLAS GLAZED, BLUSHING WITH THE COLOUR ROUGE
CASTS OF SHADE, RIPPLE THE CONTOURS
BECOME SILHOUETTES WHEN YOU DIM DOWN THE LIGHTS
DUNE SEA WAVES APPEAR OCRE IN DAYTIME
CLEMENTINE, MAUVE, WASH THE HORIZON AGLOW
DON'T BE SHY OF SUNSETS ALONE
FOREHEAD'S POPP'N WITH A VEIN
BLOWING KISSES TO MY HONEST SELF
BOUNTY HUNTING DOWN MY SOFT SPOTS
DIGGING NAILS UNDER CUTICLES
YOU PARDON, I'LL PUNISH ME SLOW
YOUR HUMANITY'S CRUSHING MY CONSCIENCE
DON'T FORGIVE ME, I DON'T DESERVE IT
MOURN FOR MY PERIOD I'M A DINOSAUR
THIGH TURNS RED, IT'S NOT TIME OF THE MONTH, TRULY
THIS MALFOUF'S FAULTY, HARISSA DRIPS CRUELLY
FAKE LIKE THIS FOREVER
TEETH MARKS IN MY FOREARM
FUCK AUTHENTICITY, I'LL ENDURE IT ALL
THAT'S RIGHT CAUSE I CAN FAKE IT, TO LOOK LIKE I'VE GOT IT ALTOGETHER
I'VE HIT PEAK FRAGILITY, CAN'T YOU TELL?
HERE COME MY HYSTERICS
EVERYTHING IS SO TRIGGERING
BLEAK BURSTING FROM WITHIN MY BRAIN
HEART THUMPING RIGHT THROUGH MY CAGE
C'MON LET'S PARTY
I COULD WALLOW HERE IN THIS DANK REFUGE
RUDE VELOUR, BURNT TOAST PERFUME
BUT THE DECOR'S CUTE. I CALL IT KITSCH BORDELLO
FALL AWAY INTO THE DOOM, IT'S DARK IN HERE AND ALL CONSUMING
SPIRAL, OMIT ME TO THE WARD
HYPOCHONDRIA FEEDS ON INSECURITY
FEELING LIKE MY WOMB IS ITCHY
BROKEN, TWITCHING ON THE FLOOR
NONCHALANCE, NO FUCKS GIVEN
STOOD ME UP, PULLED OUT LAST MINUTE
TRUE 504S FUCK MIRRORS AND ONLY LOOK FORWARD
FOR ME, TORTURE GAVE UP AND LEFT WHEN GOT BORED
FOR SOME TORTURE PLAYS NICE WITH ONLY A CUTE CHOKE
MORE DOOM, LESS DOOM
SOME PAY FOR PUNISHMENT, OTHERS PLEAD FOR NO MORE
PRIVILEGED TO CHOOSE WHAT YOU OPT IN OR OUT FOR
YOU SWALLOWING SWORDS JUST FOR THE ATTENTION?
WAIT A MINUTE
BRANDED A MASOCHIST TO FORGIVE PLEASURE
BRING TO ME SERVED ON A CHARCUTERIE BOARD
I LIKE PAIN, BUT ONLY THE PAIN I WANT
THIS IS SUCH EXCEPTIONAL PAIN
EWWW YOU'RE GROSS, THAT'S FAR TOO BLEAK
PROVE YOU'RE BATTERED, COME SHOW ME
I'M THRASHED, SEE MY INJURIES
YEAH THIS IS OBSESSIONAL
MAKE A NAME, A LEGACY
GRINDING INTO INFAMY
MADE TO CRUSH ALL DAY
SWEAT MULE SWEAT
SMASH MY HORN CAUSE GOT A KINK FOR BLOWS
PRETEND I'M NOT INTO IT, BUT I LOVE IT
MILKING OUT MILES FROM WHERE THERE SHOULD BE NO MORE
RUN OUT OF DIGITS ON THE ODOMETER
SMASH A LITTLE HARDER, BASH A LITTLE HARDER
RIDING MY CLUTCH INTO OBLITERATION
PUNISH MY BRAKES AND THEY'LL BEG FOR MORE
SPRUNG A LEAK IN THE FORTRESS
FULFILL MY WISHES THAT I HOPE TO CRY
TURN ME ROUND, TELL ME HOW AND SAY A VOW
EVERY PROMISE OF A CRYGASM DISSOLVES
SUSPENSE, FOREBODES, PATIENCE, ERODES
I COULD BE LIKE A LAME SCENE AT THE END OF A MOVIE
TO SOB, RELENT, C'MON RELIEVE
DEAR MY HEAD, WHY PRETEND THAT YOU DON'T WANT A GUTTER SESH?
I TRIED ONE LAST THING
THOUGHT I'D WAKE UP WEEPING
SABOTAGE MY SLEEPING, TAKE PILLS TO BOOST BAD DREAMS
FALSE ALARM, ANOTHER TEASER
COULD THIS BE THE MOMENT THAT I PRIDE? OR NOT...
PLUNGE INTO A DIVE
WHAT'S THAT BELOW MY EYE? IT'S A WATERFALL
TORRENT OF A TIDE
MODE SNAP, THE MIND'S CRACKED
YOU CAN MELT A SOUL, BUT WILL YOU SHED A TEAR FOR ME?
GUILTY? NOT A PROBLEM, WELLED EYES WILL SOLVE IT
YOU'LL INDULGE CONSOLING, WHILE I ASK "WHAT IS SYMPATHY?"
DON'T PLEAD YOU'RE SORRY, I ENVY YOUR CRYING
DUST OFF MY TISSUES CAUSE I HOPE TO CRY
OVERDUE, A DECADE OF UNUSE
FEEL LIKE A SPOOF
KIND OF SPECIAL THAT I HOPE TO CRY
CLINICALLY I'M FINE
WRING ME TIGHT, I'LL BE DRY
HOW DO I BREAK ME?
I SWEAR I'M NOT LOCO
I THINK I HAVE FOMO, FOR NOT KNOWING WHO'S IN THAT HEARSE
WHERE MY BITCHES AT?
DON'T HAVE ONE? GO GET ONE, GO BE ONE
MOST NEED A PORSCHE IN THE DRIVEWAY
DON'T CARE IF MY VAGINA IS UNINHABITED
I'M NOT THAT CHRONICALLY DESPERATE
FOREVER ELIGIBLE ME AND YOU, VOLUNTARY FOR ME BUT DOOM TO YOU
YOU NAUSEATE RATHER THAN ALLURE
HUNGRY FOR SOMETHING OFF THE MENU?
YOUR GRIMY FLIRTS ARE THE SAME, AS A HUMP FROM A STRAY DOG
GAG REFLEX ON HOLD
THAT'S MY EARLOBE NOT A CANAPE
HERE IS HIGHER
SO I TOO AM MAKING A VOW, TO TAKE ME MY ONE, MY ONLY
BUT I KNOW I'M MY HAPPILY EVER AFTER
WE'RE ON THE FRINGE, WITHOUT ANOTHER
I CAUGHT HOPE EVEN THOUGH I DON'T WANT IT
THIS IS THE PEAK OF PERVERSE, RECEIVING PITY APPLAUSE
CUSTOMS STICKY LIKE MY CYCLES, THEY GO AROUND AND AROUND
THIS DON'T MEAN I DREAM OF MATRIMONY
BEHEADED BLOSSOM IN CUSTODY
BE POLITE AND 'ENJOY' YOURSELF
CRUELTY ISN'T JUST FOR LIVESTOCK
BITCHES PARADED IN THE PADDOCK
DIGNITY IS FOR THEM WITH COCKS
WITH MY TRIBE IT'S A CORTEGE
BRIDE TAKES THE BOUQUET, ROLL CALL FOR DE TROP
VET MAKING ROADKILL ON A BLIND BEND
ATHLETE RIPS AN ACL AGAIN
SCHOLAR BREAKS AN ANCIENT AMULET
OOO OUCH, THAT'S BLEAK, DON'T STOP, WANT TO WATCH IT OOZE
WASTELANDS OF HOPES SMASHED ARE A SPECTACULAR VIEW
WHEREVER THERE IS A RUIN
DISTRESS? I'M THERE
EMOTIONAL MUTTS ARE MY ORGANIC SOURCE OF RELIEF
I WANT YOUR RELAPSE, TURN IT INTO MY REPRIEVE
IT'S SYMBIOSIS ONLY WHEN, YOU'RE IN THE GUTTER AND I STARE
YOU SAY "I'M ON THE MEND," I THINK "PREFER YOU REGRESS"
SAD STORIES KEEP ME AFLOAT
I FEEL GOOD
YOU ARE SUFFERING WORSE
MY PITY'S DEFORMED
I FEEL FOR YOU, I MEAN IT BUT I DON'T
DOWN BUOY
COME DELIVER ME SOME DRAMA I'M FLAT
SELF DESTRUCTORS, WHERE YOU AT?
SERTRALINE, FLUOXETINE, FORGET IT, I JUST WANT YOU
YOUR ACHE IS BEST AT SEDATING MY MOOD
WHEN YOU'RE SAD, I LOVE THAT, FEELS LIKE I'M BACK IN THE WOMB
I'M A DIRTY GROTTY GRIEF PERVERT
MY SYMPATHY'S REALLY THE DARK SIDE OF SANGUINE
I FIND PEACE WHEN YOU'RE DEEP IN EMOTIONAL RAVINES
WHEN I'M AROUND YOU, I LOVE BEING ME
LOOK GOOD, FEEL BLEAK, THAT'S LOCO
DOOM CHIC
SHHH, KEEP QUIET WE'RE IN PALLIATIVE
FANTASIZE TELLING LIKE IT IS
HERE'S MY SOUL ON SALE FOR LOW
YOU'LL BE COMPLICIT, I'LL BE ACQUITTED
WHAT'S MY LINE? WHATEVER QUIETLY BRIBES YOUR CONSCIENCE
ON SET OF MY EVERYDAY, ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D ACT IN A COMEDY
DISTRACT, DEFLECT, RATHER THAN COUGH UP A CONFESSION
IT'S FINE, EVERYTHING IS CONFIDENCE, IMPROVISE
CORPSING, FOUND ME OUT?
A DEAD BODY IN THE OCEAN
JUST A LIAR WITH COMPOSURE
SO WHAT'S THAT MAKE ME?
KEEPING MY LIPS TIGHT FROM WHAT I'M REALLY FEELING LIKE
DAY TO DAY GRIM PLIGHTS
"HEY I MISSED YOU," BELIEVE IT (IT'S NOT TRUE)
RECOIL INSIDE, DELIGHT SKIN SIDE
IS THAT JACOB?
WHERE'S MY CODEINE?
THAT LIQUORICE MAKES MY HEAD THROB
I'LL CUT TONGUE, BITE RIGHT THROUGH IT AND SWALLOW
NOTHING ELSE CAN INDUCE THE DREAD, LIKE GIVING UP WHO I REALLY AM
SICK SLAVE TO ROLE PLAY THAT IS HOLLOW
I'LL BE KILLER AND THE VICTIM
THIS IS A SLOW BLEED
WHAT'S LEFT OF ME'S, INAUTHENTIC, JUST HOW I LIKE IT
I'VE ABDUCTED MY HONESTY. TIED IT UP, KEEP IT ON A LEASH
FLASH OF LIGHT, GLAMOURISED, BUT A WRECK ON THE INSIDE
SUPERFICIAL HAPPY FACE, DEPLOYED
I'M SO OBEDIENT, GOOD BOY
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